Sunday, September 03, 2006
Dated : 03082006(Day 17)
Sunday, one of the day that i actually dreaded.
We had plan for an outing to marina for kite-flying with the kids.
My sister, sister's bf, kids plus the last min DOC came.
I bought 2 kites for the kids.
While buying, someone hit me from the back and the usual me will just bite the HEAD off.
As i turn back, someone looked at me and "Hoi, never see me ar..?"
I smiled back and forgot abt the hard tap she gave.(Should have bite her head off.)
We head opposite to the field and started this silly game, kite-flying.
I was a little curious.
How DOC's going to fly kite with heels.
She had herself dolled up nicely with those heels, plus make-up and she's gonna do this?
And she did.
I admire her for that.
How many girls you suppose could do something like that to ruin her whole make-up and get sweaty?
Ha, she's probably the 1st i have seen.(HA.)
She took the kite together with belivia, they were running here and there and the kite keep kissing the ground.
Actually, mine isn't better, haha..
Then i finalized.
God damn kite was far too heavy to fly well!
I gave up and i stopped and turn behind.
There are uncles from behind doing a fine job.
I pick up some twisting and tagging from them but i want to make a better kite for next time.
I'm going to check my schedule for tml and be checking on how to better it. :)
I felt a little silly to do that.
At least i know who i can cheer up if i succeed.:)
DOC took out her camera and showed me.(Hey, i didn't know that you brought it!)
She spent sometime teaching belicia how to really go about it and she praise her smart.(?)
Actually, she has lots of training from her grandfather.
I think i'm going to get her one for her birthday but i will see if my sister agrees to it.
Kids can be praised but only when they really do well.
We can't be pushing them always but, they hafta learn still.
I'm fierce to them but i really love them.
People around thinks i'm distreating them but i have never lay a hand on them, just being loud is enough.
Well, i had this severe headache again today and i was going blackout on and off.
I think that it's probably due to lack of sleeps for many nights and i wish i could really break free.
I still have daily 3 meals, sometimes 4 full meals and plently of water to go.
Ya, lack of gd exercise is part of it, plus "TO TO Train" habit.(ha.)
If i quit it one day, i should buy 4D.
We spent a few hours in the arcade with the kids and at one moment the younger one could not find me.
She was running fractically everywhere to find me and screaming her head off.
I'm telling you..
I was so scared for my life, imagining what she was thinking and why she screamed.
Then i realised she was afraid of the graphics, afraid of the loud noises from the machines and she couldn't see us, making her unsecure.
For the 1st time, i think i'd been irresponsible as a nanny today.
I told myself, am not going to let it happen.
I imagine myself being so irreponsible and a kid had been freaked out.
It broke my heart...
Unlike other feelings that i have always faced.
Now that i'm facing it, can't believe how bad i felt, even towards a kid.
I'm sorry..
I guess i truly understand.
Well, we went for steamboat together after the beat-out.
I can't leave the kids there by themselves so my sister gotten all the food i DISLIKE.(HA)
But, i cook lotsa fishballs for them.
Then some eggs for the younger brat, should look at the way she gobble it.(ha.)
It's was bloody oily at the mid of it and i got some on my arms.
The whole process was a real mess and the kids was all in sweats.(I HATE IT.)
I didn't really eat finish what's on the table and i just took one brat and stayed at a quieter corner.
She got bored and sang a song plus a little dancing for me.
I smiled.
She sang to me that, "You are my sunshine."
Makes my day, really.
We went back at about 7, going 8pm.
I was thinking to take a cab but my sister wants to catch the train, save $.
Morever the kids was excited about it and i went along.
They were singing and dancing on and off and i'm amazed cos they did it quite good.
On the train, i took a rest cos of the headache and one of them asked me if i'm ok.:)sweet little thing.
By the time we reached yishun, i was so relieved.
I can't wait to get a good shower and at least a better rest.
However the kids are still so energetic!(OMG!)
I'm glad my younger sister understood that i'm feeling unwell.
She took the responsibilties to SCRUB them well. haha.
What can i say?
What a day..
Hey, doc.
I really appreciate you coming still even having a tight schedule. In fact, next time don't do that.
I'm sorry ur make-up melted like bananas, i will give 2 treats to make it up.
Thank you whatever it is. :)
P.s: Not forgetting you. I hope your day has been well as mine.
Although i can't feel nor can see it anymore, i wish the best for you. ( I missed you.)
chr|s on 10:21 PM
