Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Dated : 29082006(Day 14)
Time : 1903hrs
I came here again because i am so heavy-hearted that i needed to pour out.
I just came back home not long along and had a bath.
Got a last min job inside P.S.A port and there's a need for the forms.
The incapable one called and gave lotsa nonsenses and acting if he's the boss already.
Didn't wanna break the thing or to flare up, i hang up before him.
I dun understand that he's was sitting there doing nothing using my computer for hrs and only to do something real at the end will have so much complaints.
I didn't wanna do nothing so i rushed back even after my dinner to settle everything.
Look. I can't help it if you didn't know where's all the paper's stuffs or why the hell you didn't wanna learn using a simple printer.
For all i know, you are just lazy, so shout and curse at pple if you aren't capable.
Everything has a start, even with the lowest education i had, i learned by myself how to really use a computer.
How to write formated letters to cilents.
How to speak and comminicate with other bosses or superiors.
I may not be experienced in your sort of line but, i'm sure i could do something or to learn from the start.
I needed time to learn and to go well with it and i won't give up because this is something i gotta have.
Unlike you who only knows to push all blames, why don't you learn to be more mature and tactful?
Just because you are my somebody don't means anything.
If i can reason back with my dad for something i think it's right, i could do it to you.
I am respecting my older sister that i keep holding back.
I may not be in the company for long as you did.
But, the duration that i have been through.
You have not offered any single help in my line at all.
For a work that a MAN should be in, you turned your head away just like Mr. george hedron.
2 big men(JERKS)letting down this company at the start.
Where were you when we need a man's help in the middle of the night? Sleeping?
We are still working, know that?
When did i really see you working as hard as we did? NO.
Everyone know you have a lousy smelly mouth.
Dosen't means we hafta listen to ur craps.
Don't tell me that you do not hold the same intention as that Ex. manager of our's..
I wish to believe that you are not but i can't.
All of you are the same, you stayed here for no other reason but that.
Come on, my sister maybe a little naive but we aren't stupid.
You are already holding a salary twice mine and you still want a raise?
You have a company 's sponsored vehicle and it's not good enough?
Even your cellphone is sponsored!
Tell me, what's enough and what is not?
Why do i have to face all these?
Nothing but childish assoles who really think they are number one.
I would really wanna see when your tail dropping out and be revealed as the jackass.
If everything can be settled and if everything can pick up in years.
Don't blame me for being ruthless.
In fact, don't blame anyone BUT yourself.
You have nothing to prove but only my dad's name.
You did everyone respect you and you are an ultimate expert?
By then we will see.
This is a society of survivors, you don't work hard you are out.
Haven't you learned enough from our uncles?
Heartless and ruthless?
None of them are real, all fake.
We are already in huge amount of unbalances stress and we are not in any mood to quarrel or start a fight.
Where there still chances, we dive.
Where's there still work, we grab.
It's not a time to do childplay.
We have workers to feed, we have to carry on and on.
If there work on sunday, we will still work.
Please get these in your KONG's brain and absorb.
You know what, sometime i really wonder when you will thinking adult although you're hitting like 30?
The way you treated your kids is a total madness and when we asked them why daddy hit them, they said they have no idea?
What sort of father will educate their children like that?
I have been hating my own dad for what he has been doing and i hate it when i sees that.
If you have an low IQ, please.. let us educate them instead.
We wouldn't want them to think like an idiot when they hit teens.
Or if you prefer your children to treat you like how we treat my father, fine..
Stop thinking that all tom-boys will die and stay forever useless.
This world is changing and please open your eyes and see clearly.
It's the guys who dying out soon.
Look, if you think you are so, so fantastic.. PROVE IT.
To me, your doings are so cowardly and sissy.
You make me sick.
What has become of this world?
Soon enough i can imagine yourself wearing skirt instead of pants.
Don't tell me reasons, i need solid visible work from you.
Yes, i ain't nobody, not your boss.
But, i'm gonna do better than you.
We will wait and see..
chr|s on 9:05 PM
