Monday, August 21, 2006
Dated : 21082006(Day 7)
My Afternoon :
I slept at about 0200am yesterday night after t.v show. Think vivian wants to chit-chat or something but i told her i'm watching t.v and might wanna sleep early. Asked her where ah hong's, and she said she will be coming home late. Pity her at times that she has to live up with a person like ah hong.
Did talk her round to push ah hong to move out soon, cos as it drags, she will only continue in misery. They had been quarrelling lately, about why she refused to moved over yishun with her. I told her to be firm this time round, take ur life in control now..
She messaged me this morning to check on me again. I told her i'm just fine, and hope she was of the same. I advised her to quit this sour job as it cannot bring her anywhere. Maybe grab a job in a office or something else that brings her higher salary. She only say to wait until getting bonus, like that also can ar..
As in future she will be living alone, she needs enough $ to pull through too. I heard that the one that she like currently, named darren is now in States, will only be back in November. I didn't really ask her about it cos i do not know how they are actually processing. But, in time when darren's back, i will get vivian to do an intro.
Today, i told her i will loan her some money to ride over the balancing days because today she is crunching apples just to fill up. (hai.)
I remembered I'd this kinda days without money to live at my younger time. Although i starved and had zero in my pockets, it was those days that made me realised, who's friends and who's foes.
People who forcefully order their food and ask you to foot the bills when you just got your salary.
People who forcefully misused your handphone while you paid for the soaring bills.
People who told bosses that you are uncapable so that they will take the higher position.
People who ate good food inside the bar and you had sausage in bread & plently of mustard.
People who came to you only when they had a breakup with their GFS, shake you completely off when they have new arrivals.
It's my luck to have these people known as my friends.
Although we have our own lifes's separately and at times we do meet up, i wll not forget those deeds you planted on me. If i'm a vicious person by heart, i will make sure you will never wanna see me again, i'm thankful that i'm not.
I feel that writing all these might ease my kinda stressful life. It do in fact, but when i read through, there are so many bad stuffs than the good ones. I'm such a person filled with anger, unhappiness and so much. I'm complaining about life all the times, but can't seems to look for a better way to ease it or to make myself happier. I didn't know judge my life now, but i'm always looking forward for my friends make comments and advises.
I promise, i won't flare up. ;p
Time: 0207pm.
(I am going for lunch now. i will be back again.)
chr|s on 1:13 PM
