Sunday, August 20, 2006
Dated : 20082006(DAY 6)
Today's a beautiful sunday, so planned a trip to sentosa with my younger sister, her bf & bryan.
I woke up at nearly 12pm today but only to wash up, dress myself to drive my eldest sister over my place. Was quite tired because i had only managed to sleep at 4.30am last night. My mood was alright in the eariler part of the day.
But, i really guess it's not an ideal place for a lonely person like me.
Everywhere i go, there are couple though common in sight.
I was thinking to relax myself and to cheer up myself once there. The sun was good, the air was strong, the sea was breath-taking, it's really a nice place.
After parking my car in the carpark. We walk to the beach, realising the one that we wanna go was closed for renovation already. That made me a little sad, cos that's the place where once me & friends had real fun. It made people think happy, but since it's closed, we have no other choice but to head to the other side. I hate it, full of peopleand no place of your own. We continued walking til we finally decided to go over to the other side, with lesser people i assume.
The bridge was FULL of people & it was swaying all the way, left & right. The best part, tourists stopping to TAKE PHOTOS. Really testing my patience.
Finally when we reach, put down our stuffs & one by one, we took to the water. I soaked myself there for about half an hour before arranging myself on the sand to do some tanning. Though i wasn't really tanning, but it more peaceful to be seated alone at a spot. I was doing some thinkings, good stuffs & bad stuffs. All i felt wasn't peace, i was lonely, moody.
Not wanting to think so much, i begin by taking some pictures of all of us & certain stuffs. I will upload it tomorrow, cos i dun have the software here with me now at home.
Certainly not a good day for bryan too cos on her way to get some hermit-crab for me, she cut her toe, not once but twice. Felt quite bad about it now, later i will drop her a message to thank her. (he.)After a while, my sister's bf caught a real crab, rather small for me. I had them put at inside the zip-lock bags and i'm gonna put them inside my sanded-tank outside.(he.) I had a picture of the crab too, will put there tml.
She ask me if i wanted to know a girl, named rebecca. I didn't know what to reply her, but to half nob, half shake my head. I remember hearing those lines for many times, so i did what always did.. That is to shut my eyes and imagine, stabbing that person with a knife many times at the ass, SHUT UP!
Fun, always got me laughing at a corner. Guys, should try it sometimes. ;p
Few hours later, i will shiver from the cold as the sun starts to slowly sets. I yell for them to come back and prepares for shower. Packed our stuffs again and begin with the swaying damn bridge with still so many tourists around. (ARGH!)
We walked slowly toward the shower and i was really hoping that it will not be as packed as in the noon. Luckily, there was still room for 3 of us.. Her bf stayed outside to wait for our shampoo & stuffs.(ha.) It took me an about 8mins to finish the shower BECAUSE it's so FREAKING-cold.
I got out as soon as i could because it's so wet inside and i hate it. Bryan came second.
Well, after all is done, again we walked slowly back to the car-park planning for dinner. It was already dark at that time. I took a few picture with them at a statue too, was quite funny.
We were planning to go over to eat some porridge near chinatown. That place's horrible as the street was quite small and the carpark was so squeezy.. hai.. took me quite sometime to do my parking too.
We all had porridges, a plate of veg & chicken-feet, i like it. ;p The food there was alright except for the barley i ordered, it's in POWDER form.. Next time, i will only choose coffee.
My sis's BF went back from there after the meal. I dropped bryan near bugis street and i figured my way back to home with my sister. Took me less than an hour, i was thinking that if i were to take highway, there might be a jam.
Well, all went well for today.
Although i was never happy inside, i still had a great day.
Time: 1108pm.
Vivian just called to check on me. Asked how's bryan toe, i told her that she won't die even if she lose one.(ha) For her, she's still waiting for ah hong to pack and go. I wished she have more courage to get her out anytime. How long she wants to suffer, what silly girl..
But, it's still after all her decision, we as friends just guide through. We do not hope that it will stop there but, whatever she do, she may be happy. It's that simple.
Although, these can never apply on me, i still live my life and go to work.
I cannot forsake my life just because i'm never happy. And i cannot be happy myself when the ones beside me do not.
My friend said i have old bones, she bought me some calcium pills. I reply that if i will not take anything if i don't have to pay. She replied : $1 and some concern of a friend.
I feel like : 2 knock on her head and a smile forwarded to her.
It's nice when you know some friends are never away from you.
You just feel lucky.
Done, will come again tml for more update.
Right now, i have sore legs, sore back and a long tern heartache.
P.s: I'm only at day 6, but sometimes it seems forever. (I love you.)
chr|s on 10:24 PM
