Thursday, September 07, 2006
New Medication:(Day 20)
Time : 0248pm
Did what i didn't do yesterday..
Washed my car but didn't polished it becos still feel a little dizzy. :)
Got 4 new songs from "kim san shun's album andit's all nice love songs.
Maybe it don't mean anything but just a songs to anyone, somehow i feel differently.
Can't explain all the mixed and struck-up feelings, maybe that's why i'm so left-out and lonely.
Well, it's peaceful to be alone anyway.
Cured of dizziness but then coughing came hai..
Coughed through the entire night and woke up a few times to clear my throat.
Then morning..
Plus an additional flu.
ARGH!
What a day..
Had chicken rice and a cup of NICE coffee for breakfast and it was already 1130am. (OMG)
Got 2 messages frn vivian this morning and she asked me about if bryan called abt M.U(Music Underground) for tonight.(Ladies Night somemore.)
M.fxxker actually called and ask others but me.
Then my sister urged me not to think abt it or why bother to always ask her to go and then pay for her?
In fact, with money you can go anywhere even alone.
True loh hor..
Even vivian didn't wanna join her tonight.
I didn't force vivian this time because now she solely supporting herself.
Unless i drive my car then i can send her back if possible.
Actually, i felt sicky today like i have no energy.
No mood, no heart.. no motivation to do anything.
But, if my elder sister's going must be there to take care of her leh.(so sian)
Morever, after 12pm is her birthday. hmmm..
I'm still considering la, don't wish to miss out my show too leh. :(
Someone said to me:
"I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love."
I appreciate ur blessings, i accept it and i wish the same for you too. :)
Gotta go, i will be back for more updates.
chr|s on 2:52 PM
