Saturday, September 09, 2006

Dated : 09092006
(Day 21)
(Day 22)

I'm back. :)
Day 21 was probably the sickest day.
Day 20 was the day i mentioned that i might be taking my sisters to clubbing, and i did.
Went there with a bad cough and tiredness.
I won't go if i didn't wanna disappoint my elder for it's was her birthday after 12am.
Vivian and bryan went, guess for the sake of going..
There wasn't much pple initially and those who was there was unfamiliar.
Oh, not to mention my sister good friend went too.
What a small girl with the rottern things she gotta say.. haha.
But, really she make everything bubbling, very humourous girl too.
In the car, all of them talked and laughed their heads off.
I rem while moving into that particular hotel carpark.. i knocked into something and all of them were screaming..
And i had to stop a while to laugh til my tears roll out and KENA 2 knocks on the head before proceeding.
Anyway, that night we stayed til about 03plus before leaving that sickening place.
I got to know 3 new friends from bryan, there was 2 butches and 1 girl, joanne? Can't remember. :)
By the time i sent my sister's friend back, my eyes is nearly closed and the coughing persists.
I washed up and slept at about 05pm i think.

Well, the 2nd day was HORRIBLE.
I'd a bad flu, couple of lumps at the neck, coughing, loss of (my entire)voice and very painful neck-ache. :(
I assume the lumps had pressured on the viens resulting the pain to be so "OUCH".
My mother told me to stay at home but i didn't want to. I am not used to not going in fact.
I was like a zombie lying on the table..
Can't move but i eat well!*what a joke*
I looked at my car and dragged my myself to the toilet.. So dirty but no strength to touch it.(argh..)
In office, i did some necessary stuffs but i didn't talk if there's a need, because nobody understands!
Diverted all my calls to my elder sister and she did the whole day talking..
Looked at my blog and cancel it because i'm so, very sick to type.
I thought of not going to see a doctor but my body's not listening to me..
I went finally at 07pm and knew what's he going to say because it isn't the 1st time.. (hai..)
I remembered it rain heavily for a while that night, by then i didn't hafta mood to drive so my mother took over.
Sometimes it'd nice to have another with that licence. (he.)
Bathe and swallow those yucky medication the moment i reached home.
My younger sister went out and i had a better rest on the bed.

I flipped myself over and massage my aching neck, then the head.
My entire back of the neck was with the herbal plasters, it was HOT!
There was about 6 small lumps, doctor said it's normal and if medication could make it go away, it's harmless.
PHEW.
He knows it usual for me as i have been there couple of times with the same problem.
End of the year, i am going for the body check-up again, just wanna be sure.

TODAY:
Woke up with a better painless body but the right side of the neck's aching..
But, the cough and lack of voice plus energy isn't there.
I think i coughed through the entire night but my back was sweaty, effects of the plasters? I dun know.

Morning breakfast was plain but mum says no to other food.. :(
Today's work wasn't too much but was a little confusing.
My cousin, kelvin came to help out as we didn't have a choice, went back at about 6plus with us.
Today, after my late lunch, i washed and waxed the car.
Finally, a cleaner car and lotsa mosquitoes bites on my legs! (Darn those pests.)
I often wonder where those brown pests came from, really.
Daylight when i search here and there, i dun catch them but i see them at night!
I will smack and dump them out but it seems to be everywhere at times.

Surfed the net today and i finally came across those soundtracks i really wanted.
Internet is fantastic but be careful whatever's coming to get you..
I dun download stuffs everyday but i was warned before so i'm keeping fingers crossed.(BEWARE)
Best part of the day, i was tagging along my dad's car going home and you can really see the diff.
He was already so far from less than 50 metres, he rammed on those pedal. ;p
My mum must be cursing before i attempted to out-ran him.. haha.
No la, i have kids on board, i won't do that la..
My cus, not not say.. don't ram until where to die.
Can't even see his car, like his licence very the cheap hor.
Nissan Corona(Correct spelling?) out-ranning my dad's, never die before ar, going to tell his mother next time i see them. (he.)

Anyway, we went for dinner downstairs before proceeding dragging the brats to wash-up. DIRTY BRATS.
DOC actually wanted to pass me some muffins but couldn't make it.
Well, i wasn't feeling too good too so i told her to make it another day or what.
Tonight's quite a cool night and i hope i can really have a sound sleep.
No phone-calls, no disturance.. :)
The kids are still here.. later might be sending them home or else my mum.
Tomorrow, they wanted to go over sentosa.
But, i don't know if i'm going.
Must see if my cough still there or not.(hai)
oh ya, DOC will be working at sentosa tml, somemore 1st day. Wonder if she can cope with it?(good luck, doc!)
Anyway, i talked too much rubbish for today.
Logging off now for my rest, finally.

P.s: Lastly.. I didn't come because i was so sick to, not because i didn't wanna come.
This place is where i keep writing, get me motivated. Whether i exists anymore isn't important, i hope you only focus on studying.
No matter how life's gotta be, i will face it bravely by myself.
As much as you wish and pray for me, i will too in return.
Be brave and keep moving like the way i hold my love for you.
I will keep writing until i cannot write anymore.
The day i shut this blog down will be an end, i hope a good ending.
May you be always smiling.


chr|s on 8:31 PM