Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Dated : 20092006
(Day 30)

Time : 1021pm

I have spending time downloading songs again but recently i got the feel for korean songs.
Maybe it's the way they sing it.
At times it just feel, sweet and soothing if you really sit down, quietly listen to it.
The good thing is when you get to see the show, it's always happy ending and it will make you happy for that while.
The bad thing isyou don't see that in real life and the story always seems to fades away before you realise it.
It's just a make-believe fantasy that i will keep watching, listening and hiding it.
The last i saw was the : Kim Sam Soon.
Wasn't really that sweet kinda but the ending and the way the guy dressed was way too cool, can't take my eyes off.
Enough nonsense. ;p

Went for porridge this morning with sister and fetched my elder sis with the sick kid.
Had a fever this morning and i hafta send them to the nearby clinic.
She looks fine to me but she was really having the fever.( ??? )
Weather was darn hot today and i dislike it.
I think i like the rain better. :)
Got to the office and shortly when i was outside i heard the kid crying, peep in and she was playing kid-fit.
20min when i walked in, she'd medication and fallen asleep. Kids.. :)
Uncle george went back early as he had night-shift yesterday.
With a strange and f***k-up attitude after he's been told off by my elder sister, he went off.
Lately, we have no intention of controlling him and might as well wait for him to quit and go, can't be the least bothered with "a rich poor man with no class and no $ in his pocket".

Darn the internet cos i was trying to add in another port to my computer route but it won't co-operate.
Was strucked and lost all connections, tried my sister and got the another 2 going but can't start mine still.

Realised i had configured the wrong IP ADDRESS into my configuration.
Had to restore my Company to 2 days back and hopefully everything will be okay by tomorrow.
Know why? Cos by the time i'm done, i can go home already. hah, what a dumb day.
Well, i didn't have much time to read up the thai booklet DOC gave me, i think it looks hard.
I know of a wedsite that provides translation in voice but i hafta track back.
Lucky me, i always have ALL URLS stored in a plain notepad whereby i think they will be in need. *wink*
PHEW, i am beginning to spend more time on the computer than my car. hmmm.
Car driving or racing should be more fun but i choose to sit down and use my brains.

Time :1201pm.(WAH, so late already can.)
Had no consultation from DOC cos today's her get-to-cuddle-together-day
(I think i just heard her screaming at me again.)
Just remember she told me she'd to start work on monday and there will be lesser consultations.
I will just hafta say, i'm alright about it.
Nobody takes medication everyday, right? I can cope with myself.
And i will learn to talk more if possible, take my calciums plus iron tablets as scheduled.
(Think i heard her nagging again. heh)
And okay, cut down on (black-heart)cigarettes, can live longer right?
I can repeated after you.
Silly girl told me that if one day she disappeared one day, ask me to find her.
A little silly huh? She explained that she will not disappear for no reason.
And silly me join along.
Silly DOC, everything in life has a solution.
Even if one day you can'y make it and wanna die.
Remember, nobody has the power to push you to death, only yourself.
Console, convince yourself in everyway if there's a need.
Isn't this what you do everytime? :)+braces.

It's late, rolling to bed now.
I wish for better tomorrow, it will definitely be a beautiful day. :)

P.s:(missed you.)


chr|s on 10:16 PM