Friday, September 15, 2006
Dated :16092006(Day 26)
(Day 27)
Time : 0958pm
Couldn't quite remember what's about yesterday..
Well, had work as usual and i rem getting scolding from my dad for a small issue.
Problem with him was i think someone had pissed him off and he just wanted a bite of me loh. ARGH.
Can't express that anger i am having..
Met up with doc around evening and she had chicken cutlet for dinner.
Send her home with the kids around after that.
It rained eariler on so i'd to move slow.
After the she got off, the kids all sat at the back and begin their fun.
So noisy and i'd to keep turning over to watch them.
I sent my sister with the kids home at about 10 plus and after all is done, i was so tired.
Took another bath and took off to my bed.
I begin to feel itchy all over and i suspect the kids must have got up there and played with some uncleaned stuffs.
I didn't sleep well at all and i scratch through the night.
Today:
Woke up early to fetch my elder sister.
We went for morning porridge and it was already raining by then.
By the time i got back to the office, we was preparing to get over to the lawyer's place.
For an old case happened at 2002..
A fatal accident that a sports car that rammed right into the centre of a trailer and the whole vehicle was ruined.
The front part was almost severed into half and the whole vehicle look so bad that you might think the driver would have dead on the spot.
He was damn lucky, he didn't have a scratch but his poor gf was in a totally shocked.
All witnesses there was confirmed that the driver was drunk but the amazing thing was the police didn't care.
As i scanned through the reports, that guy actually wanted to claim near to 30k for his vehicle's damages!
He was in the wrong and when did he has the right to do that?
So the lawyer assured us and told us that a judgement has passed down and we have a 90% of winning.
That was lucky, i thought.
We spend quite some there before leaving for some food, late lunch at DELI.
That place was a little high class, why?
There was many shops selling rolexs, diamonds and EX watches, many of them.
I wasn't interested so i went out for a smoke while she kept her time with her diamond-hunting. heh.
Before we went back, we dropped by trinity church near adam road to pass her friend some stuffs.
Got a call from bryan's grandma that she needed to talk to bryan.
Knowing that bryan won't go, i had to be the middle person to coax her down.
I know it not my responsibilities but the loansharks had already splashed the paints there and who knows what they will do next?
I really hope everything will stop and problems will be solved.
She was really daring cos she yelled back at her grandma when it all started.
I had to shut her up and stop all these nonsense.
My sister standing beside was furious but didn't said anything to add in.
We then decided that after her family has got the $ then we will call them up again, to clean off everything before we pay up.
As for bryan, she had days of scoldings from me.
To me, i know she will never change but i was doing a favour for a poor old lady who hasn't slept for days.
Even vivian has given her last warning to bryan that if she still do not wake up, dun contact her anymore.
We passed life everyday and for me, i realised the importance of a family.
Even if i will hafta be alone for life, i know they will never forsake me.
For bryan, every good pple around has already given up hope on her.
This will be the last time i am going to help her.
I'm awfully tired and stressed, i don't wan to see all these again and again.
That's all i'm asking.
Time now: 1110pm
Dad and mum having quarrels again.
I wish not to hear they bickering but i dun have a choice.
Stop all these.
I really dun know what i can do to help my mother.
I dun know what can i do to stop my dad from hurting her. =_(
I had rashes all over my back and arms now.
Not sensitive, i think it's the medication's works.
It's ether too strong or not suitable.
I am going to stop it for tonight, can't take it.
Change my bedsheets just in case it was caused by the kids.
Was quite a work cos i'd 2 pillows, 1 bolster and the sheets.
Darn it cos my handphone went flat an hour ago and i didn't realised it only just now.
I left it to charge now while tpying all these.
i think i'd 2 messages and i am gonna apologise to whoever it is. (sorry.)
I turned to look at my dog who's so energetic now and playing with a red towel for my com.
He's now making noise becos my sister just went out to meet her ex poly's friend.
I'm not really hungry but i'm craving for food, asked to get me some later when she can.
All i could do now is , scratch and scratch..
I hope the rashes don't spread farther, sickening can.
Going to lie on my bed now and take a peaceful rest now.
Once again, i pray for better tomorrow. :)
P.s: Weather's cold today in spore.
I sound badly today i guess, but i'm gonna be okay.
Remember, studies's the 1st.
You should spend more time on books than being down like me.
Life's isn't always easy, i am sure you will eventually fare better than the past.
Never compare yourself with others, you oughta win over urself first.
Lastly, I missed you..
chr|s on 8:44 PM
