Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Dated : 19092006(Day 29)
Time : 1144pm
Just came back from 2 assignments.
The 1st : Had dinner with DOC and passed her the present.
(Pasieh lah, let you waited. ;p)
The 2nd : Rammed on the pedal, fetched my mum, headed to wlds loop to check on my dad. :(
Hmmm, i'd chicken-chop while doc had something spicy. Actually, i din notice it.
We talked a little at the coffeeshop and i was complaining that it was hot! hah.
Saw my writing and asked me to write some chinese, so i wrote my own name.
And she said it was rather okay while i think my writing sucks.
Walked her back to her block and it was quite cooling ther i think.
We wanted to find a place nearby whereby we can sit and talk a little before going back.
Then that sickening idiot called and rap her way.. hah, i mean her usual nonsense.
It's quite funny that she will be heading back home at this time but, god bless her.
I hope she will really change now.
Oh ya, DOC's make-up was rather thick today, i wonder what happened. heh.
And she had this nice-looking big bag, i wonder how much she spent on it. hmmm.
She was saying that her new blue braces was fading colours and she wonder she will die from it. NOW that's funny.
I dun think she was paying attention to what i was really talking about today cos there was quite some calls coming in.
We was talking also abt the trip to pulau ubin and she say she missed it and that not many pple will be delighted to go over such place.
All i can say is, true and not true.
Seriously DOC, i could make the trip myself actually.
We have our own schedule and i didn't wanna trouble you always. *smile*
See? I'm a very understanding patient. ;p
My dad arrived later to the worksite at 10.06pm but the strange thing is he left before me ard 5 mins ago.
Morever that's a benz, he should be there by right. *frown*
That idiotic Mr goh chin min was just leaving when i got there.
The job is still on as i saw bits and pieces on the ground and the other pple was having supper around.
And darn it cos he has spotted me, i bet he was calling my dad to alert him.
My mum on other hand was hiding, scare that they will see us.
Just after i have made a u-turn and heading back, dad appeared but i dun think he saw me cos he was reversing.
I quickly rammed and turn my way outta there! PHEW!
Mum was muttering to herself why my dad came so late so i left her to her creativity. ;p
Came back near 11pm took a bath.
Ya, mum just bought a set of I-ROBOT to do vacuuming around the hse cos she can't stand that stupid dog and it's stupid FURS.
We did a demo in the office and i was pretty amazed of it's abilities.
It can SENSE well, avoid obstacles like stairs, once it detect DIRT, it will go round and round, etc.
Best of all, it can go back HOME to recharge itself when time's up. If you switch it on and work, it will just go on and on, charge itself then work again. Cool right?
But i feel that this is a kinda machine that's for lazy pple who didn't like to do housechores. heh.
Not that mum is lazy but there was much to work after work and she will hafta sleep after everything's completed. *sigh*
I wish her life's will be better in time to come.
I aim to get her a electrical massage chair for her when i save enough cos that what she liked most. :)
Life at work is up and down.
Sometimes it's relaxed while sometimes temperture in there isn't.
We still have pay our uncles in installments and i feel up-tight.
Cos in order to do that, i will have to make sure that our machines works everyday, keep that money rolling in. Get what i'm saying?
We had the bad times before so i know that if the market had finished their requirements, everythings will starts to slow down.
I'd that fear inside, everyday is nothing but a challenge of winning and losing and i, can't afford to lose.
I had happy times too but at times i think it's fading away too fast.
End of the day on my bed, i have my radio playing, just to entertain me.
You maybe thinking, probably get get someone to talk to?
I am way too strained now.
I have no intentions to bother anyone with my problems and there's nothing much to be discuss or explained about.
Maybe not now.
I realised i was frowning when i met DOC and was smsing my workers.
This morning, the chest pressure came again and something's probably bothering me again.
Now, i felt so much better walking back on my way to the car.
Saw that dog we saw at the void-deck and he looked at me twice.
I frowned at him and he was freaked. hah.
Strolled and looked up the sky, feeling the nice cool air.
Looking at nice-looking cars on my way.
I'm pleased and relaxed. :)
If life is that simple, so be it.
I'm 27 this year and i just realised that.
Kinda late huh?
Got a book from DOC too. (Like a primary school book.)
It's a THAI language course book she had.
Oh, she is learning thai now and she has that knowledge you see.
I had been wanting to learning it as i'm coping with thai workers.
And farther more, in construction line.
It can boosts me alot if there's a need.
I'm not ambitious but i really want to be more useful in this company, really.
Next 10 months, i'm aiming for class 4 licence. (Buck up!)
I need to set myself successful now before anything that comes to me.
Which means.. apart from work, family and (friend), there's nothing else i want more.
My point is clear now as i spent many weeks arranging in what i want in for my current life.
In the midst, i have hurted people and i apologise for that.
Sincerely, i'm sorry.
P.s :
Woke up from this endless sleep.
I felt hurt and i felt that the pain will stays.
A dream is after all a dream.
Close to me, my heart is still beating.
Far away, you were never here to listen to it.
I no longer wish for anything because god won't listen.
I am on my own now and i will still go to ubin.
(I missed you.) :(
chr|s on 11:47 PM
