Saturday, September 16, 2006
Dated : 18092006(Day 28)
Time : 0930pm
Just came back after i sent DOC back home.
We went for sushi at yishun with my younger sister.
As far as i counted, DOC didn't eat much, really.
She had to swallow her food everytime so probably that why she gets full that far.(?)
And DOC, next time dun stand beside me la.. i look like a dwarf can.. hah.
Well, I paid for the food and my sister got away as usual.Wasn't too ex BECAUSE stupid girl got discounts loh
Today's mood was down, totally.
Even a normal doctor can't heal, i guess.
All i can say, it hurt me emotionally and i was hiding it away.
I hope i can tuck it under my bed and wish the pain will disappear forever.
(I recalled the previous korean show how the guy over-come his pain of losing his brother and sister-in-law in a fatal accident, his gf disappeared to U.S too.
And to do that he spent time healing his wounds and ate sleeping tablets to forgets.
The day thing he did, he decided to climb a high mountain in korea.
With his wounded leg he managed to reached the top and told himself that, whatever regrets, pain, sorrows, tears should stop from now.)
Whether it's a show or make-believe fairytales, it's worth it to try.
There may not be mountains in spore or nearby, but a trip to pulau ubin should be enough for me.
I remember spending 2 days there the last time, hmm.. been there for 3 times with my friends and i really had a great time.
No stress, no handphone ringing, no contacts, no WORRIES.
Good idea, i will go plan it and end of the day i will repeat after him and let everything be gone. :)
DOC got good eye-sight or good analyse, cos she can see that i'm unhappy.
"Can see no use mah, got medication or not huh...?"
It's rained in the afternoon again.
But, just right after i washed my car and clean up what's inside.
I was in shorts today so i was feeling really cold.
The kids came today and they were actually coming to stay tonight.
My mum didn't want to cos she said LI EN was a monkey, hah.
So, their daddy bought them home in the end.
BAD NEWS, they are coming tomorrow still. WA!
Tml's sunday.
I dun care, i'm just going to take 1 out and leave the another to my sister, heh.
Tml i hafta go hunt for a present.
For dearest DOC coming's birthday, still young la. ONLY 21.
Wonder what should i get as i dun really fancy girl's stuffs, u noe.
But, i will try to get something nice hopefully with the nasty KID tagging along.
Boring shows today, i hope i will get to sleep earlier.
My sister just had a quarrel with her BF and she moved all his things, passing it all back to him now.
Small issue but like a wind.. It's over.
As i watched her packing his stuffs, really don't know what to say.
Know what, she's much tougher than me.
At least she won't shred a tear for nothing.
Love is the best medicine yet the most poisonious item on earth.
Is loving and being together so hard to be?
There are bound to be questions asked and unsolved answers.
Although badly torned-up by now, i will continue my way for a happier day.
For good and bad, i will.
P.s:(I missed you.)
chr|s on 9:41 PM
