Sunday, September 24, 2006
Dated : 23092006(Day 33)
Sunday: : =\
It's barely 12pm and i was woke up by the BRATS.
OMG, give me a break!
My 1st sight was baby belivia grinning, sat at my legs and happily playing the gameboy.
I looked down and 2nd brat was on my sister's bed.
Apparently, they must have been here during my dreams cos i thought i heard my elder sister's voice. =o
I really wanna go back to sleep, dropped back and put my bloster at my ears.
Not that i hated the kids, i need more rest..
They never seems to stop bugging me, the next moment she was lying beside me playing her games, thrice.
It rather dangerous to play on my bed so i just left her there and flip to the right.
Didn't understand why they liked my room so much.
Then they start their nonsense, screamed and keep talking and yakking..OMG.
I looked at them with the half dead eyes and they laughed and laughed.
Dropped dead again. hah.(I could count how many times i dropped dead as well.)
Finally, the headache on my head came and i decided i shouldn't lie on.
(Low blood pressure problems : If i sleep too much i will feel dizzy the whole day.)
I got up, changed, brushed my teeth, washed my face and went out with, 2 BRATS and 1 mum. heh.
As usual, we had MCDONALD and they are probably the worst monkeys i have ever seen.
When food arrived they were snatching the fries like hungry ghosts.
I had to seperate their drinks always because they are always falling sick if one does.
I had Mc-Spicy chicken while my mother shared her food with them.
All went well until i went to order food for my sister..
They were at the washing basin playing with water and the blower.
I was anxious because the blower was hotter than what i have used and immediately both had their ears pulled after that.
They didn't cry but ran to find my mum for protection.
I had it, i hurried them home asap. *faint*
It's not so bad out with just 1 kid but 2 is a total tragedy, i tell you.
Ya, not forgetting DOC sent: TESTING TESTING, whether i am wake or not. hah. (sickening)
She had an appointment with dearest mokie GF.(Think she's going to snap..)
And she will be going over to her place for the night.
A few things i think i memorized from yesterday conversation.
-My doctor must be a half malay cos she likes installments than settling full payments. heh.(I think she's going to kill me for that.)
-And i must be a half bastard in the past cos she remind me that i had made her wait for 8 hours once upon a time. OMG!
And you know what, i can't remember a single shit abt it. (How heartless, rite?)
Abt the rest, i forget liao. hah. (I know what you are gonna say again, goldfish memory right?)
Got home 1st thing was to have a bath, my idea was go back for a short nap.
Anyway, I dropped dead on my bed but to realise that i can't sleep anymore.
Got a call from bryan and she kinda hinted if i wanna go out.
1stly, i was kinda exhausted and i think i sprained my back in a way. (DUN FEEL LIKE GOING LEH.)
So, we talked over the phone about her current life and about her plans in future. (RUBBISH.)
Then, we finalized that she will come over for dinner cos my mum's cooking.
Thought she say say only, but she came.
Didn't realised she arrived until she shooked my bed, idiot.
I think the kid opened the door for her when she came.
Got up and dragged myself to the toliet and re-do my washing and blah blah.
Had a fag each while waiting for the other to finish their share of dinner.
Mum was understanding cos there wasn't much food left, took out some curry chicken and i love those potatoes!
Didn't really eat much for me but i assume bryan did her fill. heh.
She bought up 2 bottle of coke to share and i think she said she'll be coming on next sunday to cook curry chicken.
After my food, left her to play with the kid and the dog and waited for my elder sister to come home.
It was abt 0815pm when she called me to bring the kids to the car.
Packed and took everything plus bryan went to start up my car.
The BRATS was pulling my hair, covered my face and playing baby's - sissors, paper stone.
I was roaring my head off and threaten many time to sell them but they won't listen.
Suddenly tigerness walked over and opened the door and like magic, her cubs went silent. (hah.)
My job was to send them home and drop bryan off too, wasn't too sleepy but i aching at the back.
Mood for today wasn't too much and i wondered why.
Sundays are supposed not to be in that way and it's was strangely stress free.
Morever i wasn't feeling emotional. (?)
Drove home at my stride and the air inside the car was nice too.
I didn't smoke alot in my car but got down to smoke a stick with bryan before leaving her place.
She asked if i wanna chat in her place but i didn't want to cos i was tired.
Went back after i cleared my fag, got in the car and played my songs.
I reached home at about 1030pm and went for my 2nd bath of the day.
Weather was darn too hot and i hate it.
Refreshed, i played the radio and started my same old life story here again.
It's amazing how much i could write everday because i was restless all the time.
But, this is a sure way to stress out for me, whether good things or not.
Know what, it's never bad to write back once in a blue moon abt your thoughts.
Just today while clearing, i saw my old box and open it up.
There, it contained many stuffs that was only good and one by one, i look and read. *zip*
The moral : I have gain and lost too much things and although i am left with only faded looking stuffs that i have never thrown away..
Sweetest memories is all in this box. :)
Everyday is different, as time passes all of us have changed.
Whether they wanna keep looking back, i will not or choose not to know.
Humanity are the worst living in life and don't attempt to understand.
But i'm willingly to forget and forgive all of them because this is by nature.
I wasn't hard-hearted by nature after all. :)
Quote:
Choose to love but not hatred.
Choose to live strong but not weaken.
Choosing isn't that diffcult when you follow ur heart desires.
chr|s on 11:31 PM
