Saturday, September 29, 2007
Dated : 29092007Deep thoughts.
I just couldn't figure what going on in that old man's head.
I kept asking.
Was my foot-steps too slow or his's too fast?
I must admit there are still many things in this entire business shit that i'm supposed to learn, supposed to polish up.
There were many occasions that i have been with my more established cousins tagging their fathers to functions.
They can dress.
They can multi-talk.
They seems to understand what's going on.
They social very well.
But i, am nothing like that.
Basically, it's never easy to cope with fathers.
Then you will have to take over the position of ur own brother before he surface to this world after he grads.
It's easier to have things to be in ur own control but..
Nothing in this world belongs to you in the 1st place when you were born.
So, we had to learn and gain everything one by one.
As things changes every min of my life.
I get good things with the exchange of the bad ones.
I must admit that i know what i'm going through as well as what i'm supposed to do.
My parents's aging and i'm still at my spot.
I have to somehow move on.
Which i seriously dun know how to get to that yet.
I'm fine.
I'm just frustrated when i dun get things right on the spot.
Just like a child going through his/her teens life.
It's hard, so pressurizing.
Gf's at work now.
I just can't sleep too.
Here, writing all my frustrations.
I missed her as well.
chr|s on 10:20 PM
