Saturday, July 28, 2007
Dated : 28072007Thoughts for the day.
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Words are just words.
I'm tired from all the talking sometimes.
Some says i'm difficult, some says i'm objective.
Maybe that's me.
Even words can't ensure any future.
Cos promises at times are only just words.
Someone had asked me : how many dreams have you created with all your ex gfs?
I put the picture as, why didn't anyone see me holding a broken picture when those dreams are shattered?
Broken dreams with scarred, hatred, together with tons of disappointments.
Everyone changes as time passes, you grow up with more dreams and desires.
You don't just stand at a spot and wait for nothing.
Pardon my straightfulness or being blunt.
If any cannot accept my faults or being what i am, i become what i'm not, me.
Always put yourself in one's shoe before you plan to say "no". (Sound familar?)
That's because I always says that in the past.
Now i hear that one person has understood what i mean and she's terribly regretful.
I could not but shake my head.
Neither did i turn my head around for the fear of being soft-hearted and getting bullied.
I think i'm too soft and too kind to others.
I shouldn't have.
When i am nice, don't think i'm weak to bully.
I'm stronger than you can imagine.
Well, I have my bad points too.
When you accumulated too many images, experience, terms or life stories, you tend to talk abt it.
I think i have lot in my pockets and i talk rubbish all the time.
Stop calling me a P.H.D holder because i'm nothing like that.
I may have done and achieved my goals.
I may have worked harder than any of the people i known, SO WHAT?
Now, i realised there are many pple out there who's not happy at what i talks sometimes.
Even my own gf says i'm too objective.
She says we are too different.
The way i acknowledge her dreams, comforting her and to standby her even if the whole world is against her.
I accept the way she thinks about me.
All i have to say is..
Half my life, i seek for a better, ideal life, finding all ways to turn straight after a bend.
I will try, try until i can't.
If that's isn't enough, i am surely not the one meant for anyone.
It breaks my heart saying all these words.
It definitely do.
chr|s on 1:22 PM
