Friday, December 01, 2006
Dated : 01122006Time : 0244pm
Got a call from gf jus now and she was a little hesitating to spill out what she wanted to say.
I had a little feelings tat it must be something with her up-coming trip to thai with yellow.
(& parents.)
She had orignally planned it on 06/12 - 10/12 but, yellow had changed it from 06/12 - 11/12.
(.......)
I told her that what done cannot be undone.
The only thing i can wish for, was for her come back safe and sound.
It's not a matter of how i feel.
I guess anyone would have felt upset about what's going on.
I prefer to leave it one side and cover things up.
But i dislike doing that cos i din wan myself to feel nothing at the end of the day.
(If you get what i'm saying.)
Anyway, there's nothing to be said and nothing i would wanna do.
Back to square one. =)
Please do not blame me for not speaking.
Please do not stop urself from being happy due to what i feel.
Please do not blame urself for everything that fall outta place, it's not ur fault.
Please understand my position..
Please do not ever feel hurt if i ever not pick up any calls if you did call.
I just didn't want to miss you so much it hurts.
chr|s on 2:52 PM
