Saturday, June 02, 2007
Dated : 02062007~Gosh~
Today i felt like a dead zombie.
I hadn't slept until it was 6am this morning.
BAH.
Yesterday was a happy because i passed my course and graded A.
I was praying that i would at least get a pass, anything.
It's a 07 days course with all the men.
There was 1 from tat hong, PROJECT MANAGER. [???]
Some was from bigger cranes company as executives.
Well, it's getting more tedious in this line.
The rest probably need the cert for some other purposes.
For all i know, if i hadn't studied.
It will be a goner. ;p
The govt changing regulations like changing trends.
I was planning for safety officer course next but news broke that it will be abolished in 02 yrs times. :(
So, i had to skip it.
In market, it would bring a 3k - 4k salary.
Gone lah.
Anyway, i'm gonna rest a little while more before settling to do another course.
But, i have to pick a considerate one.
HMMM.. give 2 penny for my thoughts.
I was scrolling down my contacts while trying to get to sleep yester.
And i realised i had forgot about meeting up some friends i promise to.
So, i dropped a message to apologise.
They are alright about it and we agreed to arranged for a day since both are busy with work.
So much for long time friends?
Oh, i forgot to mentioned that my so call final implants plus crowning teeth is on 11th this month.
Finally~ I get to smile, i get to be at ease.
Dun be silly, i'm not to post any pre-posting of the ugly stumps that stupid doctor had done.
I will do it after the final surgery. ;p
Final words i had to say..
"Sometimes it's not necessary to always to be the best, it's enough that you had tried & tried.
I may not be the best but i know i am putting in every single efforts my body can take.
I could have been smiling for the sake of smiling but will it be a problem?
For now, i have to slow down my paces, watch you slowly grow and rise up like an full-grown adult.
Expecting you to understand the chap that was never that easy to understand.
Things aren't that complicated as what you think, it's that simple.
I'm not that invisible as well.."
chr|s on 2:19 PM
