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Monday, May 07, 2007
Dated : 07052007Yesterday was a fantastic day out.
We went to the singapore zoo as discussed few weeks ago.
Gf hasn't went to the zoo for a long time and i, missed the zoo like forever.
Many things have changed since i left this political,
a competitive place to get power over one another.
Many people i have known left too, maybe they are as tired as i do,
fighting for a reason to stay in such a place.
I think those animals must have forgotten me but, i remembered them. :)
And i saw a usual buddy who worked there.
(But I forgotten his name.)
I remembered how many innocent animals i have killed from there.
I remembered the look from a horse when it turned to me.
It was like a nightmare that raised up from my forgotten memories.
Believe me, i haven't had a wink last night.
I'd always tell myself that it's okay that i don't compete.
It's okay that i am given more work than the others.
It's okay that i am being yelled at, bullied for no reason.
The fact is when they made me kill, i never did recover from being afraid and guilty.
I should have never been there if i know i have to do all these, really.
Anyway, all was good yesterday and we managed to walked all over the zoo to complete over viewings.
I was weary from the walking and so but with silly gf around everything was cool.
Oh, we missed out a few animals yesterday.
Everywhere is under RENOVATION.
I think she must have been tired as well but she was still smiling all day.
We had some KFC and what (... and jerry's ice-cream) before we left.
That ice-cream was bloody nice but bloody expensive. :(
We head home after everything.
Spent some quality time cuddling is always the thing when it's a holiday for both.
We talked, joked and teased each other.
My mama always said we are the laughing team, late night still laughing. ;p
I had free facial mask while i lay on the bed napping.
(Gf did it for me.)
Silly girl was chattering with cold after shower and hopped on the bed.
I think the aircon was too cold for her as well so i wrapped her around with myself and the very warm blanket.
She jumped out of it after being de-froze-d. (Idiot.)
End of the day was simple.
We packed up and we had dinner at ALI's - 2 x Mee Soto and 2 x Teh.
Rushed her home after a short chat before mama yong wakes up again.
Oh ya, gf still own me a 6th month anniversary gift/s.
It's a handmade pillow and a book of photos.
Well, it's not done yet but i will load it up when it is. :)
Once again..
Happy 06th month.
Love, chris.
