Saturday, May 26, 2007
Dated : 26052007I'm grumpy and frustrated.
I guess i missed gf.
Recently, she got to work and was really busy.
Despite having to work til 07pm everyday, we still make a point to have dinner.
I see her getting more and more tired each day.
Our talking time gets lesser too.
Her attitude starts to differ a little.
Sometimes, i was hung up before i could finished a full sentence.
Well, I know during this time i hafta be understanding.
Yesterday, i saw her crying like a baby because her work was taking away many of her things,
like friends and valuable time.
I consoled her but i'm hurting inside because i know it's hard on her.
I gave advises but i don't think it may work out.
She's right, we belong to a different kinda world from the start.
We might both understand each other but may not have the same views.
We are both stubborn in nature.
But, i have learned to give in more whenever i can.
Seriously, i wouldn't wanna see us forgetting our anniversaries in time to come.
I see us in the path of future.
No matter what will be tommorrow, i hope she knows i cares alot.
To my busy gf, I love you.
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As what i know, there are several issues to this recruit agency.
But i believe that eveyone has their own thinkings and abilities to make a simple decision whether they wanna take up the given offer.
I have some friends who refused to work and stay at home waiting for agencies to call them.
And when there are several offers, "this cannot, that cannot".
Mind you, they are only in their early twenties without even o levels.
So, what is it with these people?
I even heard, out of a thousand calls a consultant had in a day, almost half are picky people.
End of the day..
Ya, probably they don't get a job.
But you can't see their efforts too.
About the money issue.
In the family business myself, i thought if my company do not charge my clients probably just a little more..
I might as well shut it down and do up a CHARITY.
So, i can't comment that an agency is too much charging their clients.
Pardon me as well, i am penning these in a view of a member in my family business.
Nothing in this world is for free, isn't it?
Monday, May 14, 2007
we went to qian hu fish farm this sunday. pics of the fish and etc!
gf was fishing for a goldfish to buy home.
gf drove her dad's mercedes to fetch me. omg, i feel so princess-y. and she was so serious abt driving. but i still prefer her car. cos we both feel more at ease.
pictures of us at home when we came back frm the mother day dinner w her sister and mum.
i love gf very muchie.
=)
jo.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,for better or worse, I will love you withevery beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I liveI will love you, I promise you this
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
i dunno why, but when i heard this song on the radio just now, my mind was filled with you only.
i love today. =) gonna blog some pics if my comp does not fail me.
love, jo.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Dated : 10052007ARGHh!!!
It's disastrous when things gets hard.
It's frightful when walked with those eyes.
You didn't know how much i hated.
You didn't care.
I wouldn't have been so strong if you ain't so cruel.
I wouldn't have pass through if you ain't so ruthless.
Where were you at my first cry?
Where's your hand to lift me when i fell?
Who are you in the first place?
You stormed in..
You yelled your lungs..
You always wanted things your way..
How dare you threaten us with your vuglarities.
How dare you lift that hand of yours to hit my own sister.
What kinda right do you own?
What kinda father are you?
What do you know?
You couldn't see the tears in our eyes.
The heavy breaths that we inhaled.
Shame on you.
Shame on your actions.
Shame on your words.
Shame.
Monday, May 07, 2007
the zoo trip.
us. pretty, i like.
me. gf and i thot the pictures look a little bitchy. haha.
me still. w the small little animals.
gf with the butterfly resting on her finger! so cool!
gf and her funny faces. short tiring but happy day. :D
love, jo.
I think i'm hopeless.
I'm too tired.
But I'm afraid to sleep.
=_(
Outrageous! (18K)
Yesterday was a fantastic day out.
We went to the singapore zoo as discussed few weeks ago.
Gf hasn't went to the zoo for a long time and i, missed the zoo like forever.
Many things have changed since i left this political,
a competitive place to get power over one another.
Many people i have known left too, maybe they are as tired as i do,
fighting for a reason to stay in such a place.
I think those animals must have forgotten me but, i remembered them. :)
And i saw a usual buddy who worked there.
(But I forgotten his name.)
I remembered how many innocent animals i have killed from there.
I remembered the look from a horse when it turned to me.
It was like a nightmare that raised up from my forgotten memories.
Believe me, i haven't had a wink last night.
I'd always tell myself that it's okay that i don't compete.
It's okay that i am given more work than the others.
It's okay that i am being yelled at, bullied for no reason.
The fact is when they made me kill, i never did recover from being afraid and guilty.
I should have never been there if i know i have to do all these, really.
Anyway, all was good yesterday and we managed to walked all over the zoo to complete over viewings.
I was weary from the walking and so but with silly gf around everything was cool.
Oh, we missed out a few animals yesterday.
Everywhere is under RENOVATION.
I think she must have been tired as well but she was still smiling all day.
We had some KFC and what (... and jerry's ice-cream) before we left.
That ice-cream was bloody nice but bloody expensive. :(
We head home after everything.
Spent some quality time cuddling is always the thing when it's a holiday for both.
We talked, joked and teased each other.
My mama always said we are the laughing team, late night still laughing. ;p
I had free facial mask while i lay on the bed napping.
(Gf did it for me.)
Silly girl was chattering with cold after shower and hopped on the bed.
I think the aircon was too cold for her as well so i wrapped her around with myself and the very warm blanket.
She jumped out of it after being de-froze-d. (Idiot.)
End of the day was simple.
We packed up and we had dinner at ALI's - 2 x Mee Soto and 2 x Teh.
Rushed her home after a short chat before mama yong wakes up again.
Oh ya, gf still own me a 6th month anniversary gift/s.
It's a handmade pillow and a book of photos.
Well, it's not done yet but i will load it up when it is. :)
Once again..
Happy 06th month.
Love, chris.
Friday, May 04, 2007
im gg to start e post w a very sad picture.:(
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this one lo.
why sad right?
okay, let me explain. my gf went for dental appointment just this previous wed. she forgot to take her cigarettes out from her car and she NEEDED to smoke. so we went to NTUC to buy a pack then she realised she has no lighter. she wanted to buy ONE only. but nowhere sells only 1 lighter. so she had to make do with this pasa-malam stall and buy FIVE lighters at one go.
:( my gf is such a hard core smoker.
but on another note, i got my 6th mth flowers!
and so to surprise her, i took pics of myself w the flowers!
pretty? ( i mean myself, nt the flowers ah.)
i love gf maak maak. (in thai)
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
i have this really sweet and adorable gf.i think my gf is adorable when she is looking oh-so-serious at her rear and side mirrors while she is driving. i think she looks so cute when she puts on her glasses at night while driving. i think she is funny when she tries to speed w me along mandai when we are driving our own vehicle. she is so lovable when she is stuck at the automobile and DIY section in the supermarket cos they are her favourites. and just today, she almost wanted to buy an entire box of kimchi instant noodles home just because she likes it sooooooooooo very the much. and lately, she sew some "dog-sock" for her dog cos her dog is using its hind legs to scratch its infected ears. u shld have seen how the dog walks. it walks with the 2 hind legs really WIDE apart. my gf always wind down the window so tt i will shut up when i try to sing at the highest pitch or when im nagging/screaming at her loudly. haha. my gf does the sillest things w me all the time.
i think she is awfully sweet when she fetches me to EVERYWHERE i wanna go. really, she really goes EVERYWHERE w me even if it means getting lost for 2 hrs. whenever i see sth i like, she always ask "u wan or nt?" then she will put it in the basket. she watches me pump my petrol at e petrol station nearby her place when i make a move. she wanna make sure im safe. she makes me promise her tt i will be safe home every single day.
u know, it is the things tt ur partner does for you every single day to make u feel loved and appreciated. my gf loves me i know. :)
the new PINK aaaaaaaaaaa-LAM clock tt she bought for me!
the skies along AYE.
i totally adore my gf.
gf does nt mind and does not complain when i bring my little cousin out for a walk.
gf and i. :))))))))))))))))
GF ANG, PROMISE TO SMILE WHEN UR IMPANTS ARE FULLY COMPLETED.
and rem my $18,000 ring. :)
love, jo.