Saturday, April 28, 2007
Dated : 28042007*Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
*Once you have loved, you will always love.
For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever..
Orignally posted by Wei
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just wish you can pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
When the door of happiness closes,another opens;
but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one,which has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to go;
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the thingsyou want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;
you can't go forward in life untilyou let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying
and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
* Dedicate this passage to all of you whom I love, especially the one who brings that SMILE on my face every day*
Friday, April 27, 2007
Dated : 27042007Counting 3 more days to a new month.
Well, so far.. April has been good.
I have complete a set of SMRO course, done my teeth implants and today, a new set of air-cons.
Yay!
And for jo, she's probably a little unluckier because she has heavy loads of notes to study for exams this month. :)
(PAT PAT)
Not only that, she hasn't been working and it must be tough for her.
She said she is a high maintenance gf which means ah chris has to work harder loh.
Sign..
You know why i sign?
I also don't know. ;p
Time : 0335pm
Morning was disaster.
My mum bought some food for us for breakfast.
As those aircon men was there early, we decided to leave individally on our vehicles to our desination.
I gave her a dry packet while i took the soup noodles.
Both of us assume that it was bee-woon.
So, when she reached school she called me and thank me because i forgot to give her chopsticks.
I apologise and she went off to the canteen to loan one and went 2nd storey back.
Then she called again..
"First no chopsticks then i go and take chopsticks.."
"I open up and *BINGO*, it's FRIED RICE"
"How to eat RICE with chopsticks huh?!"
Aiyo, how i know.
My ah ma everytime also packet bee-woon. ;p
Anyway, sorry lah..
The rain has started since 01pm.
While i was safe and dry in the office, somebody wants to sneak back home.
In the end rain come. heh.
She has a big mission later.
It is to fetch Mama Yong home from her work-place at 5plus. (Wow)
I wonder why mama yong never say anything when jo wanted to fetch her back because she hasn't told her that she bought the bike!?
Better pray that the trip back is safe, smooth and rain better stop..
Aiyo..
Headache.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
the trip to farm-mart that is near old choa chu kang road. the place is run down in a way but it has the flavour of kampong with lotsa mosquitos and flowers. but i like it. :D
the words tt gf drew for me on her car window. :) she gives me unexpected surprises at times.
and speaking of which, gf did her tooth implants on 20th april, during the midst of my exams. i cldnt do much for her cos she was having sore throat and cldnt eat hard food and she was sick of eating porridge all the time. i feel so bad. so the moment i ended the outing w my clique yest (i completed 5 papers yest), i went over to her place to look for her immediately. ltr must buy liang cha for her cos she is feeling a little heaty. alright, im gg out soon to change my bike engine oil. :D
ur gf was here. ignore sulin's face. haha.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Dated : 24042007Phew.
Hi, i have been back from 2 days rest.
I have gone through the implants on the 20th and the pain was horrible.
Trust me, unless you're someone who can take pain easy, good for you.
Or else, don't try it. :(
Well, the pain was gone on the 2nd day but i had a fever then, sore throat.
Up til today i'm not able to eat any solid food and it's boring watching others EATING.
I guess NO PAIN NO GAIN is quite the phase to suit.
HA, anyway.. this is just something i always wanted.
Whether how much pain i have to go through, i must take it. :)
Gf has been supportive through-out and she pestered me to take more pictures plus to amile more in future, :)
Although she has been having terrible time this few days having exams.
I tried not to disturb her while she's studying.
Today is her last day of exams and i think all these must have exhausted her totally.
Just yesterday silly gf left her wallet at the previous examination hall.She intially wanted to go over school alone but i insisted to follow her.
I drove over but she called up to complained she lost her way.
So. i'd to speed all the way to NUS to try my luck.
I'm a little scared cos i'm not a student there at all.
For 20 min i went up and down the building going into the wrong roon all the time.
Then for a sec, i thought i saw the correct building and went to ask around.
:) I found her wallet on the table, picked up by some honest chap and put on the table nicely.
Whoever it is, i thank you because this silly girl is so afraid especially losing her wallet.
All turn out good.
Although i had an unpleasant food yesterday, i still enjoy the company.
;p
Friday, April 13, 2007
Cry on my shoulder
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone
You're feeling blue
If you wait for love,
And you're alone
If you call your friends
Nobody's home
You can run away
But you can't hide.
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free
But if you wanna cry,
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you.
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you
What real love can do.
If your sky is grey
Oh let me know
There's a place in heaven
Where we'll go.
If heaven is
A million years away.
Oh just call me
And I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side.
I promise you : " I'll never hide "
If you could give me one good reason
Why I should believe you
Believe in all the things that you tell
I would sure like to believe you
My heart wants to receive you
Just make me know that you are sincere
You know I'd love for you to lead me
And follow thru completely
So won't you give me all I ask for
And if you give your very best
To bring me happiness
I'll show you just how much I adore you
Cause you mean the world to me
You are my everything
I swear the only thing that matters
Matters to me
Oh baby, baby, baby, baby,
Baby, cause you mean so much to me
Now it's gonna take some workin'
But I believe you're worth it
Long as your intentions are good
So good
There is just one way to show it
And boy I hope you know it
That no one could love you like I could
Lord knows I want to trust you
And always how I'd love youI
'm not sure if love is enough
And I will not be forsaken
And I hope there's no mistakin'
So tell me that you'll always be true
There's a feeling in my heart
That I know I can't escape
So please don't let me fall
Don't let it be too late
There's a time when words are good
And they just get in the way
So show me how you feel
Baby I'm for real
Oh, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby
Cause you mean the world to me
You are my everything
I swear the only thing that matters
Matters to me
Oh baby, baby, baby, baby,
Baby, cause you mean so much to me
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Dated : 12042007My dear gf couldn't understand and was freaked out by 2 total bike strangers on the road.
One talked and followed her for a distance but she managed to shake him off.
Second followed her along mandai, tried to create a conversation but she ignored him.
Seeing that, he made a turn and went off to his own way.
Sick toads around..
I think they are sick in the head.
So, i taught her to be fierce and confront them or better, call the police on the spot.
Then nagged her about those shorts she wore. ;p
Sometimes, these *M-F(s) are like that, they think all girls are supposed to be at the ground serving them.
No offence but, any guys who's girl-friends are being harassed by these thirsty-doggies, wouldn't you be angry about it?
Obviously, nobody will like that.
Give them that respect, these girls had already having a rough time supporting themselves to earn this piece of licence.
Morever, they are forking out a great deal of courage riding out there with bigger vehicles around.
Lastly, riding a motor-bikes for girls are so common nowadays so be OPEN guys!
Well, where some pple get their bikes for fun and show-off, there's are some who really need the bikes for schooling or working.
There's not a need for any big BOO HA.
PHEW.
Well, i am just venting all of it. =)
Although i have a car, i can't be always following her along all the time.
I need her to be stronger and to defend herself.
I need her to protect herself if i am not around one day.
Poor girl's at school now studying for the approaching exams.
Lately she has not been eating much and that makes me worry.
I assume that she gotta reading and memorize everything that she's so tired and stressed.
Tonight i will have to get her some hot black chicken soup. =(
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Dated : 11042007I wonder why all humans are so emotional at all times?
Either you love someone so much or you hates them to the core.
Either which, there are fragments of memories left.
Be it good or bad.
The nasty me leads a (either you love me or hates me) life.
Yes, i might have changed gfs frequently but all i wanted was getting a new life with them.
Unforunately, none never did lasted.
Each single time, i will brace myself each time getting stronger and walked my journey, never to turn back.
That's me.
Heartless and nasty, that's what pple describe me.
I don't appreciate that because when things don't work out, don't point at me first.
I heard alot from pple around and i had enough.
Seriously, i have no wish to know what they think about or talk about.
But, in anyways, be fair in judging or not, don't.
Sometimes i feel restless and tired from trying very hard to make things work.
I don't get it when others didn't try to get something but things works for them.
Whereas i have to work doubly hard to get what is a small percentage of what they got.
HAI.
Even the friends around me are always having troubles, seeking for advices all the time.
SAD LIFE.
I have to harden my heart as i gets older and older, especially in business.
HAI.
Anyway, Life's also sweet.
Check this out:
A Masterpiece from Miss Sharon Yong for my supper.
Keep it up, Sharon. :)
heh. i am so lucky. she said im a brat. but gf still loves me. :)
im loved.
jo was here!
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
NICE!
Potato Salad.
Monday, April 09, 2007
Dated : 09042007 Her New Watch.
She likes it alot whereby i think it not nice at her hand.
Got it from the japanese store at bugis junction.
ur very ai mei gf was here. GF, see u ltr for dinner! im off for revision. i hate the rain today. i feel like my bike and rain can never go together.
now i miss u. i miss fetching me in ur car. i miss getting lost together. :(
very very sad jo.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Dated : 07042007 I wish i can get an egg like this every year even though it's not well-done..(?!)
Friday, April 06, 2007
my 4th month flowers.my 5th month flowers.
okay, let me narrate what happened tt day. it was so funny.
on our 5th month ie 3rd april, gf told me that she was on the way home after work. usually she would only need abt 20 min to get home and always made it a point to msg me once she got home.
but that day, she took unusually long to reach home. i didnt recall her telling me tt she has to run errands, neither does she have to send her siblings to anywhere. so i called her and chatted with her.
so she came up with 101 reasons and explained why she was still on the road. i really believed her and continued chatting w her.
then she said she has to hang up my call and asked me to call her back 5 min later. i did cos it is ALSO VERY USUAL forher to hang up my call during the midst of our conversation due to her nature of work. so i waited and called her back the moment 5 min was up.
and she was like "u really call me back ah?"
and i was "ya la, of course la."
"but i didnt expect u to call back."
"aiyar nvm la, where are u now? WHY STILL HAVENT REACH HOME? SO LONG ONE."
then i suspected sth. haha. she was on my way to my place. and on the very same day, i passed her the keys to my bike boxes. actually i was just telling her tt i read from someone's blog tt her bf would ask sumone to deliver lunch to her during her manicure and hair cutting session and also her bf would put flowers in her car when she knocks off from work. then i was telling gf how sweet it was and i jokingly told her i no car, but i got bikey. heh.
so i passed her the keys and DEMANDED her to do sth. she really did. i was so touched.
okay, the conversation went on like:
me: OH SO U COMING TO MY HOUSE LA.
gf: no la, im outside.
me: OUTSIDE WHERE?
gf: outside lo.
me: okay, i go down to my bike there and wait for ur car.
gf: NO!! (okay, so her surprise is exposed!)
me: then how? i go down la.
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gf: im here liao la. come down now.
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i must be the luckiest girl on earth now. i have not 1 but 2 bouquet of flowers. okay the reason why i have 2 was bcos on our 4th month, we were at this pub, so she cldnt present me w any flowers. but it was so lovely of her to rem it and gave me 2 this month.
awww.
gf and i.
still gf and i.
LOL. the last 2 pic were taken when we were at her place, waiting for some pathetic soul to come cos he wanted to exchange car with gf. we ended up waiting for him for 2 hrs and we had to eat horrible tasting crabs at bukit batok. :(
it is okay. for today, being the good friday, and suay-ly, the exam period, i will study at home first, meet gf ltr, i shall bring her for some good food at bedok.
HELLO GF ANG, I LOVE YOU MANY MANY HOR. :D
love,
(who else but) jo.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Dated : 03042007Happy anniversary to us,
Happy anniversary to us,
Happy anniversary to girfriend..
Happy anniversary to us!
It's our 05th month together.
I sincerely wish for many, many, many months to come.
With good or bad, i will go through with you.
I love you.
P.S: Wei, Happy happy anniversary to you and ur gf too, i hope she notice your flowers soon!
=)
[Ah Chris]
=)
heh. i received 2 bouquet of flowers from gf yest night. she placed one small pink bouquet of pink roses into the box on my bike and then another one in her car. heh.
i shall blog abt it maybe tonight when my test at 12pm is over.
meanwhile, last sunday pics. pretttttty pics.
the pretty weather on AYE while we find our way to WCP (west coast park)
belicia and me. she's so adorable.
gf trying to piggy back the naughty fellow.
gf and i. had to coax the kid to help us take photo.
thou sth related to work happened, it didnt spoil my mood. i had fun with gf. our first failed picnic. haha but wat matters was the company. :)
thank you gf for making the effort to come down to deliver the flowers to me. i love the surprise and the effort u took to be romantic. thank you for everything. i love you.
love, jo.
Monday, April 02, 2007
50 Steps to an Awesome Relationship1. Don't just love each other, like each other too.
2. Tell her/him why you love her/him often.
3. Be affectionate to her/him.
4. Say I love you to each other, at least once in every 24 hour period.
5. Tell your lover you are their love Genie and you will grant him/her three wishes.
Things get quite interesting.
6. Make memories together.
7. Never forget that the simple things in life make life worth living.
8. The most cherished gifts are the ones that come from the heart, not the wallet. make gifts for her/him.
9. Have a night that is worth $1,000,000 dollars, but on a $10 dollar budget.
10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
11. Instead of going out on a date, plan an evening at home, turn off the lights, burn scented
candles, watch the sunset, then take a long walk to gaze at the stars.
12. Never, ever forget holidays! (The ones that the two of you make up too)
13. Do everything to make him/her happy.
14. Don't evaluate or criticize your partner.
15. Defend and respect your partner.
16. Be there for the good and the bad times.
17. Find a nice secluded spot that is only yours and take her/him there every month.
18. Call from your vacation spot just to say Hi.
19. Always ask her/him how the day was. and listen!
20. Too much of a good thing can be bad.
21. Travel more than 1 hour out of town together.
22. Dance in the rain. (Even in your best outfit)
23. Watch the sunset together.
24. Have a candlelight dinner for two at least once a year.
25. Flirt in public. (Yes, that means holding hands)
26. Cook for each other.
27. Whisper sweet nothings.
28. Always close your eyes. Staring is rude. (Oops!)
29. Share your deep dark secrets with each other. (Not all)
30. Laugh together.
31. When you say I'm sorry, look at her/him in the eyes.
32. Don't let little mistakes become big mistakes.
33. Do anything to impress her/him.
34. Go for a drive together just to get lost.
35. Make love.
36. Make sacrifices for each other.
37. ALWAYS be honest with each other.
38. Give each other pet names. (GF!)
39. Tell her/him your fantasies. (Buttons!)
40. Tell her/him what you like and don't like.
41. Write a story about how you two met and fell in love and give it to her/him.
42. Hugs are the best medicines.
43. NEVER EVER cheat on her/him.
44. Play silly games.
45. Find out what's special to her/him and do it.
46. Spend all night thinking of 50 sweet things to do for her/him.
47. Always have a notepad and pen or some stationary with you wherever you are.
This way when you're waiting in line you can write them a quick love note.
48. During weeks when you feel you haven't had enough time with each other, send a bouquet of flowers or other gift to their work, home or school.
49. When you look into they eyes, tell her/him how you feel deep down and gently kiss their cheek.
50. Put a note in her purse telling her to meet you somewhere for lunch.
I felt that i wasn't up here like for ages.
Well, here goes.
My beloved gf has gotten her class 2B licence 26th March.
Gotten her 1st bike on the next following day. :)
As a gf, i oughta be happy for her.
That particular saturday she came quietly to my workplace.
And the rain came down without mercy.
She called me up and said she lost her way.
Immediately i went out to guide her over and all i know is,..
I was broken-hearted seeing her getting soak all over.
Anyway, i got her to park the bike one side and we took a car-ride to have some food, drinks and a better rain-coat.
I wonder what will others think of her for making such a quick decision which costs money.
But, ultimately everyone has the same desire if they have the abilities.
How far can your thinking go to when you are only 21?
After-all, i have been through 21.
I can only walk with her through diffcult times if there is now and then.
Simply, i am a person who don't ask for a lot.
I love my gf. :)