Saturday, March 17, 2007
Dated : 17032007Lately, i had an issue with my best friend in Aus(Sydney.)
Many things in this issues that i can't explain for some..
There are confusions, frustration, hostile, anger but also concerns, worries and misses.
Sometimes it's hard to define one another.
While she's away for long in a different space, things will definitely change.
Then again, there was same cases of others who still never change.
So, probably it just another unlucky part of my part i guess.
She'd explained that she has numerous problems, debts unsettled and has not been taking any money from her parents.
She didn't want us to worry and so, she didn't keep contact constantly.
Probably money was a problem for her?
Probably it was to much for her to handle?
Life back here in the past, years before she went for studies..
We met up whenever after school and i like it because we shared everything available on earth.
Compared with mixing with my other friends, being chris's buddy was simple and we laughed all the time.
I remembered when she broke the news that she will be going.
I felt lost.
At that point of time, i was still at busy mode.
Didn't make it to the airport for 02 times and i was very much angry with myself for a long time.
She never did came back after the first time and slowly we drifted, farther and farther.
I can't say that she claims all the faults.
After all, she shouldn't be coping well after her parents stopped remitting money over.
I couldn't help my friend, helpless..
~sorry~sorry~sorry~
chr|s on 2:04 PM
