Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Dated : 26122006

Compliment Of The Day :(ha!)
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To: re_ck22

From: mike1000

Message:
It is hard to believe that you look good to a gay man, but you do!
Mike.

*Best part of the day was when gf bursted a mouthful of water out when she heard that. :)

Dated : 26122006.

Teddy Part 02 - The Torture

Teddy Part 03- The Torture.

our gingerbread man. so cute and so pretty. :) agree w me!



cute baker number 1.



pretty baker number 2.



bossy baker number 3.

merry xmas love.

im glad u like the gifts. may many more xmas to come.

spent e entire day painting at home. a simple day but quality time spent. i love the moments spent.

teach u sth, next time u say something wrong, say sorry twice and i will give in. :) learn sth every day huh.

count-down-meter-to-bangkok-trip: 10 days.

dont worry about anything at all cos u know i am gg to be right beside you.

love,

jo.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

hoho, to my dearest gf, merry xmas! :)



just in case anyone is intereted to see how my hand made noodles look like, a little glimpse. :)




my personal favourite pictures tt i took on tt day when i ate 2 buffet steamboat. one w my frens and one with u and ur da jie at night. heh. i know you'll still love me no matter how HORIZTONAL i grow. BA-BA is good. :)

"it really come naturally to fall in love again. didnt expect to be so fast. but amazing. truly."

have i told you that ur msgs always make me feel loved and appreciated?

now you know.

a qns tt i popped after we parted after our supper at yishun. haha i was just staring into blank air while i was in the in the train and i realised u didnt even ask me to be ur gf in a proper manner. but i guess the ans tt u gave me is more than i expect. :)

hello to our 2nd xmas tt we are gg to spend together, after a gap of 5 years. everything just seems all so familiar.

i love you.

see u tmr morning love. rem i wanna make 5 big gingerbreadman ah.

with love,

jo.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Dated : 19122006
Time: 1210pm

It has been raining for the past few days like it would never stop.
It's nice to have urself wrapped up with the blanket and at many mornings i don't feel like waking up at all. heh.
Too bad i can't except for sundays cos gf wakes me up every morning.

She came over yesterday and present her 1st home-cook noodles.
There are prawns, fishballs, hotdogs, vegetables, liver and a whole lot of love inside. heh.
I was busy painting the hse while pretty one hang ard at the kitchen.
It was raining heavily after i picked her up from her place.
She was actually going for her jogging TODAY but MR. nice guy got to work.
Well, the rain persisted and i dun think she can ran today.

She had the morning shift at work today and i dun think it's good cos it must be darn freezing.
I tucked myself under the blanket and slept like a baby.
I didn't like it.
I didn't like the feeling that i was warm under the blanket when she has to go.
Yeah, be practical.
Love cannot be your daily bread.
Like i have heard of that too many times.
I'm going to leave it for now. :)

Things are starting to pick up from what i see.
Being healthier is one thing.
I will be going for courses next month with all the guys there. hai.
Though i didn't like it, i hafta.
No worries, i have pushed myself to the extreme before, i will do it again. :)
1)Thai trip.
2)04 courses
3)class 4 licence
4)re-take o's or dip.
That's all for now.

Enjoyed the breeze and smiled at the great sky.
It's has been hard to understand what has been going through this mind of mine.
Now i could truly rest my mind. :)

Saturday, December 16, 2006

dont u just love us? :)

love,

jo.

im back!

lol. i have disappered from the blog space for so long. thank goodness i can skip my work today after a hectic week.

dear gf, i shall wash ur new a&f top for you so tt it will shrink a little and then it would be able to fit you! :)

i am a lil tired today so not much words. i shall post 2-3 pictures.



the lovely sunflowers that the silly has bought for me for our 1st month. dont forget u promise me a flower every month. :)



the sky. the sky that has been connecting us for the past 6 years. :) too bad we are flying night flights, if not im sure you'll love the view. breath-taking, i swear.



bring u to eat thai wanton noodles the first thing we wake up for day 2. heh.



ur dear gf is sick. she is gg to retire and rest now and wait u for u to fetch her to "tpe" house. haha.

love,

jo.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Dated : 15122006

I felt pain at the chest as i watch her fell asleep beside me last night.
Knowing that she has been so exhausted, i left her in peace.
She was falling sick with a little of everything and i'm not at ease.
Not at all.

Tried my best to smile back during our talks.
Beneath her smile, there was sadness.
I just wanna say tat i know your feelings.
That, how many times those eyes of yours are filled with tears for her that i could not wipe it off?
That i can't see?
How long will your heart be hurtin' so much that i can also feel for myself even for now.
If there's anything i could help you off this hook.
Please know tat i would.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Dated : 071222006
(Day 03 to Bangkok)

Was suprised tat she called in thge morning to wake me up.
The time there was late by an hour and she has to wake up so early.
(Thank you.)
I was putting on blue-tooth function hoping she will call cos it rather costly.
She called couple of times before lunch using calling card, i assume and.. hmmm.
The feeling was great. :)

"I miss my silly one.
And i'm so exciting here cos everywhere i go here, i think of bringing u here and i can imagine how you will smile at me." :)

"I'm having breakfast now.
You must have yours too.
Will buy a card to call you if i have the chance.
I'm eatin the food that you will like. :) i miss you."
Magic words that will definitely brighten your day knowing at the other end, someone close to you is missing you all the time.

I'd a surprise when i got home yesterday after a long tiring drivin out day.
She left a note at my basket on my bed.
A bottle of yoko yoko.
05 packets of instant noodles.
A cup nissin noodle.
A mouse pad pin with her recent pics, "the sixsome"
I wonde if she got my note put at her luggage with a tortise drawn.
heh, i think i'm nasty.

I got a few sms(s) from her after she landed at bangkok last night.
1st, she had reached safety at hotel.
2rd, she is going for her dinner.
3rd, asking where i'm and whether i'd my dinner.
I asked back : SAME ROOM WITH HER?!?! (hah.)
I know she has her limits so actually i was being way too nasty. =p=p=p

Neck been aching since i dun know when.
Must wait for her to come back to rub for me.
(hai.)
Life without gf now is like eating bananas alone.
=(
I miss you.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Dated : 07122006
(Day 02 to Bangkok)

Silly chan set an alarm on my phone at 02.45pm for this noon to remind my lunch. =)
She left for the 03pm plane together with them.
I heard for a freind today that a bad tyhoon had been around vietnam killing hundreds and it might be spreading over bangkok. :(
Told her to be extra careful cos things might just happens.
(~worried~worried~worried~)

Anyway, i will hafta work over tonight again.
I hope i won't be so tired.
(Phan missed Chan~)

Date : 05122206
(Day 01 to Bangkok)

Yesterday was a big hassle.
Was driving around til 10pm then reached home.
Mood swinging.
Chan went for that Bangkok Trip leaving phom alone in singapore.
"I miss her"

Saturday, December 02, 2006

venue: yusof ishak house at nus. comp lab level 4.
time: 10.54am
date: 02/12/2006 (sat)
song tt is playing: i swear - all for one.
mood: chirpy and happy.

things w me: 1. my IT 1004 introduction to e-commerce textbook and notes for my open book exam later. 2. my $120 very spoilt projectshop black bag. 3. our notebook. 4. my pink notebook. 5. my cardigan. 6. your favourite sweets. 7. your love. :)

excuse me, ben dan, i am going from 06/12/06 - 10/12/2006 still. just tt i will be back in singapore at 8pm instead of 3pm. u must come fetch me ah.

my goal for year 2007: to complete my bike licence by march 2007. yay. u can pass me ur probation plate and i will save $5. :D

and i had a hard time waking u up this morning, i shall make u dance more. LOL. *wink*

i wanna claim my budget call bill from ah chris provision shop pte ltd already.

picnic and cycling tmr at ECP. yay. yay and yay. yay, yay and yay.

i like these pics. put BIG BIG.





yay. i love them.

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me

Sometimes - Britney Spears

a song from 6 years back too.

with love,

jo-w-very-soft-and-pretty-hair-for-today. =)

Friday, December 01, 2006

Dated : 01122006
Time : 0244pm

Got a call from gf jus now and she was a little hesitating to spill out what she wanted to say.
I had a little feelings tat it must be something with her up-coming trip to thai with yellow.
(& parents.)
She had orignally planned it on 06/12 - 10/12 but, yellow had changed it from 06/12 - 11/12.
(.......)
I told her that what done cannot be undone.
The only thing i can wish for, was for her come back safe and sound.
It's not a matter of how i feel.
I guess anyone would have felt upset about what's going on.
I prefer to leave it one side and cover things up.
But i dislike doing that cos i din wan myself to feel nothing at the end of the day.
(If you get what i'm saying.)
Anyway, there's nothing to be said and nothing i would wanna do.
Back to square one. =)

Please do not blame me for not speaking.
Please do not stop urself from being happy due to what i feel.
Please do not blame urself for everything that fall outta place, it's not ur fault.
Please understand my position..
Please do not ever feel hurt if i ever not pick up any calls if you did call.
I just didn't want to miss you so much it hurts.

Dated : 01122006
Time : 1241pm

The best thing in this beautiful morning of today was to open my car's door, inhaling a ROTTENIN' smell.
I turned and searched for the cause of it.
I was fluming and horrified to find a patch of "I don't know" what is it, at footing at back of the car.
(ASSUMING THAT ASSOLE WHO SAT AT THE BACK STEPPED ON A BIG PILE OF DOG'S SHIT.)
Called my dearest brother and yelled my lungs out.
Seriously, don't mind me.
It's just anyone's reaction to even bite his head off.
Before i went over to my sister's place, went over to office to clear it up before the smell gets worse.
Luckily, I'd not plan to eat 1st if not, i cannot imagine the consequences.
WOAH!